AlicesInsanity

I am happy :) I love being happy and I will never let myself not be happy. I spent too long in depression I forgot what it was to be happy, but I've found happiness again and I am never letting it go again. Times will try to bring me down, and sometimes I will be sad, or heartbroken, or mad, but ultimately, I will get over it and put that smile back on my face. <3

I'm not going to be pulled down into the dark anymore. I am not going to let anyone hurt me anymore. Yes you hurt me. More than once, but fuck you. Fuck who you are, fuck who you are with, fuck what you have become. I see clearly now that you were never my friend, that you were using me to feel better about yourself. Well FUCK YOU. I'm done with you and your bullshit, and I am moving on with my life. I will leave you in the dusty trail as I blaze ahead. So when you see me on T.V. or hear my songs on the radio, remember that I tried. I gave you the benefit of the doubt and stayed by your side through all the shit you put me through. Kno

Okay, so here I am 20 (almost 21) and I feel like I am back in high school. Except now the kids are married, have kids and some are in their 50's and 60's. Why on earth are these people acting like immature children again? One 'wifey' in particular, does she have nothing better to do with her life than to make other people feel miserable? Hyrax, she reminds me of a certain Megan who tried to pick a fight with me, blaming me for her boyfriend breaking up with her, I don't know if you remember that. Anyway. I'm soooooo done with high school, it was a culmination of stress, hormones, heartbreak and misery, with a few high notes like awesome tea